Good Days^^

Again~~ long time no see :P

I guess i'm a pure sluggard ...... well it's not 100% my fault okay? it's just when i had some time to write something,,, i used it as a nap time :P stupid isn't it?

well, to be straight, i'm indeed in a big dilemma right now... it seems that my brain has a road-fork which befuddled me haha.
i got myself a friend who succeeded in ielts test...*fyi ielts stands for international english language testing system, which is a kind of test that u must encountered when u wanted to study abroad,,,, and this kind of thing really titillating me because it just a dream comes true to have a chance for studying abroad ,,, u know ... new environment, new experience, new skills, and another thousands 'new'... but the problem is my parents were both an old-styled parents who only thought that money comes first and education a.k.a the way to get money comes in second... but for me it's just the opposite.*talking about an over-protective family

Well, sure, it will be hard for me once i got there but seriously, that's LIFE, isn't it? okay enough of that stupid jibber-jabber. it tickles my heart everytime i think of it.

next, actually nothing's gotten into my interest lately,,, i'm still a freak of k-pop, *SOSHI jjang!!, a lonesome daydreamer, and a crazy stupid guy whom is very detested by some people,, haha.

maybe i should pray... -.- hmmm ,, nah, that's not an option right now.

p.s Damn IT! i want that too y'know....u're so f***ing SLOW!*cough

Anyway, u might thinking why i put 'good days' as the title~,,, for short notice it's a sarcasm for my real day :P
S.Y
 

Passion..

okay,,, here we go again,,

first of all i'm sorry if i don't write the post that i promised to u guys before,,, but here,, i just want to express my bored,betrayed,regretted and all desperate feeling i had in this past few weeks..

Okay.. huft..>.>

i still can't find my candle
in the dark night sky..
when all stars shattered and the moon shaded..

it just a glare..
a glare of jealous
a glance for the loser
when i knew it's all over

i sneak into the pit
imposing myself in a thorny road
and every time i move
the smell of my blood erode my life

these indeterminancy locked me
against all the chances that shining upon me
grasped my breath as soon as the light outshining

after all those days that i left behind
crossing all my useless time
it's just over with no impression...
it's just flew like the free wind from the hill..
erasing my naive imagination

fiuhh...
sedikit lega actually.. tapi yah mau gimana lagi.. hahahahaha*Ga-jelas

Oke deh,, bye.. gw cuma pengin nulis itu aja kok.. sorry klo ga menarik n buang2 waktu anda sbagai pembaca :P

Keep u'r Spirit ^^

Life Coupons

I know it is hard
I know that i don't deserve this
I know u can turn me down
By just a whisper in a moonlight

The blue breeze of a shimmering wind and
The gentle touch i got from a rhythmic chime
The grassy green field mutter behind me,
Silently...
But the wheel..still there
Confiscating all the awareness

Just so we will know,
that this life isn't a threat anymore
but a melancholic azure harmony
Retracting all the worries and the shame..

One Step of clarity
Just one...
Juggling in my mind ferociously
To win my own ticket
To greet my whole azure

But, something is wrong
Really wrong...
For all the craps the GOD had forsaken me
It faded...the soil faded...

Soon my eyes-gem struggling ..
My Heartbeat running...too fast..
I grab my skin to please my wound
Although i know it won't work

I lose my ticket
the coupon i entrust so much..
it dissolved..
fused with the rhythmic chime..
and gone without any turning back

A Peculiar Poem By : Yura

Bad Week! :x

Huh,,, "Apples and Oranges here" Do u know how big the threat i got this week?? WHACKING!!!! Do u know why??

first it's all started with school problems, i don't feel any excitement again, i felt like a humongous doll that only wait until someone approach me and grab me fast.. and then all hope soon faded when i heard about that announcement..

Huh.. i know i've already done my best that time,, but, this time it's a shock because first i heard the reviews that we can both pass but,, then i figured out something i shouldn't, i felt like i opened a 'Pandora-Box' it's restraining my breath and i don't know what to do..

And soon i got my sense back, i know that everything will be beautiful at the certain time. unless we hold back we didn't know everything but,nevertheless if u keep holding back, u can't move forward...

so, here i commit a pact that i won't holding back anymore, and i will rage out my way to be the best with the right way GOD has chosen for me.

Furthermore.. i have a dizzy eyes and running nose today because of my Flu so i guess i'll just stay at home finishing my homework and expressing my feelings in my book.

Well, enough of that unnecessary talk... despite my disappointment toward my english club, but I Am as a debater will show my best and thanks to my besties support i will be in a good mood tomorrow for the battle hehehe*a lil' bit peculiar huh?*

Anyway I'll do my best!! Wish me Luck ^^
がんばって　くださいね！！！
And Wish all my friends luck too ^^