Happiness IS Sorrow,,, #indeed...

Well,, guys back again... haha
now, i just want to recall some events  that had happened since that last battle :))

Okay, luckily, i won that speech contest in the 2nd place hehe :)) gracefulness overload !!
and since i won that contest, i got a new door opened for me to be explored *yippie!! :P

Well, it seems that happiness IS sorrow indeed lol, bcoz' although i felt happy but at the same time i felt a new burden too lol,, and just for your record, i'm still confused trying to decide what university should i choose ~.~
there're too many.....plentiful thoughts that i should analyze before i had to decide.... *inhale*exhale

And furthermore i got this translated Dutch poem which was really enticed me lol
here it is ,, it was translated into Indonesian...

"Kebahagiaan adalah Kesusahan Manusia"

Created by : Hagar Peter/Netherland..

Kebahagiaan adalah kesusahan manusia.

Alam dan benda-benda tak mengenalnya.

Pohon tumbuh tanpa mempertanyakan ia mau tumbuh, kupu-kupu berkibaran tanpa tahu apa dia dapat kegembiraan darinya.

Batu-batu tak meratapi kekerasannya,

dan bunga-bunga violet sifatnya mudah dilukai.

Burung-burung tetap bersiul meski tak gembira,

Ikan-ikan berenang sebab mana bisa lainnya.

Buku-buku tak minta dibaca,

Pena-pena tak mengalami apa-apa tanpa perlu menulis,

Kertas puas tinggal di toilet untuk sementara

Tetapi sama puasnya bila digunakan

sebagai kurir asmara paling bersemangat.

Lilin tidak merasa rendah

kalau sudah dibakar habis, tempat tinta tak

menderita begitu dia kosong, garpu membelah

kue dan kroket tanpa perbedaan

dan tidak memprotes kalau masuk

sekali lagi ke mulut yang lain. Hanya kamu dan aku

tidak tahu apa yang kita harus lakukan

dengan diri kita.

How was it?? quite good rait'? lol*don't bother it's just my perplexity~~

Anw,, the book i ordered has come!!! :)) It was just simple and informative  Yey!!! Here it is *Showing-off

 Hahaha,,,*Happy!!! My Painful day will over just like this :))

FYI, i just got flunked from my motorcycle :P..*yea~ silly,, and i'm still recovering from it,, hehe so,, Happiness is Sorrow indeed,, 

S.Y. 

New Battle! 新しいのバトル。。

Hey guys,,, back again! ^^

Okay, guess what? new experience is coming!! hehe... i got myself a new contest to prepare now. :))
Japanese speech~ i'm coming!!! Well,, this will be a magnificent contest for me~ becoz' i'm in my 3rd year already hahaha so excited :)) wish me luck !!

But, beyond that i have to train harder and develop my Japanese speaking skill first,, because for me japanese accent was truly difficult >.<... well enough of that...i got my self a new headphone :) yeay my mixstyle was broken not so long ago,, so my uncle send me a new one *nari hula hula :P

and i just bought a small cabinet to put all my books collection and some other god-damn-so-many thingies that just being nonchalantly piled up in my bedroom by ME lol :P

and just for your information i'mma buy this!

 

SNSD 1st Asia Tour Concert DVD :))

Cool rait'?  This is what i called good days... :) or maybe not ... coz' my stamina was really strained me down,,, i got headache this morning, i got a flu yesterday and a little sore muscle 2 days ago.. =.= hope, it won't block my way in the contest.. *pray *pray

anyway i just knew this song and surprisingly it's good :)  Check this out!!
Secondhand Serenade-Fall For You

It was released at 2008 and i just knew it.. dumb me -.-

Anyway that's all for now,,

S.Y

Another piece of interest

Okay, next post is here :P *not that anyone cares

well anyway, based  on the titles u guys could see that i'll be talking about my new interest lately haha.
smth gotten rid of my boredome!! yeay and it's MAKING 31 BADGES lol

to be clear of everything, i included myself as a member of  ummm.. *what should i call it?.....school council members election committee lol, and it's quite exciting :)) though it's tiring but sure it had a lot of fun in it >.<

Moreover i just got really happy for my friend who just celebrated her sweet seventeenth birthday ,, congratulations!! all of your 17th wishes were granted haha....:D *credits for : huba huba
moreover dwika, also one of my friends celebrated her 17th too and it was nice, thanks dwika :))

well, i'll make this post short, because i just really busy nowadays,,*u know, school stuffs and those
just for your information i'm really enchanted by Beast's songs especially V.I.U and Easy,  Soshi's Bad Girl Music video and acoustics musics lately,, haha i'm really a freak ain't i?

 More school tasks are coming and it makes my eyes stretch like a faggy frog when i made those tasks...
yet, now i'm still typing leaving my English and Japanese task piling up along with dust... =.=

One more,,, i'm trying to learn to use photoshop this time,, yea just to get more skills and experience~~ anyway this is one of my rookie-work using photoshop, our teacher asked us to make smths like  smiley or whatsoever.... just look at it and feel free to laugh :P

How's it? both two with tears and crooked mouth were suck! lol

well, that's all for today ,, updates coming :))

S.Y

Here I Am

okay, guys,.,,,

back again.. first of all i must say i'm truly sorry if i've already disputed my promise to write down the problems in my school and another problems that filled my mind before... but, on the other hand i see no any plausible reasons to write it here because i can't get any pleasure from writing those extra trivial...

Okay, why do i write now?? it's simply because
1st. I want to express my greatest gratitude for all of the chances that 'HIM' already given me these past 2 years
2nd. I want to explore what's my weakness, what's our weakness so even if we put much effort we can't catch up

Frankly speaking, i myself didn't really know what to do in these bizarre weeks when a debate competition will be held in the purpose of choosing some best speakers from each teams in my island.. BALI... that will be trained and coached of joining the NSDC *in retrospect is National School Debating Competition in the scale of Indonesia* of course lah~

With this small amount of time i felt sooooo excited.. but it's just happened to be my nature or what.. i can't feel my debate spirit from before... i don't know why.. although i've been trying to claim and prove some cases in my debate but, still i can't feel the enormous pumping from my soul that i usually get from debating~.. i wonder why is that happening???
and moreover,, why is that happening in this time, when i really want to show my guts to make some people not disappointed anymore *not that i've done a bad thing,, just my will

This competition is a huge competition overall~ i've been learning about all things though i've just being so silly when it comes to read and search for as many informations as i can in various medias..
All i can do now is pray, listen and keep going forward with my capability although i feel something blocked my way right to the summit...

and FYI, i've through what my school called "SAT" and i though it was indeed a dwelling record for my class :P..
anyway,, a lotta big work waiting for me and a lotta informations that wait me to find them~ so...

after a long prolonged story.... i'll say.. wish us luck and wish me luck....i'll try my best and nevertheless....i can't thank u enough... all guys, all families that give me a whacking support everytime......thank u...

Sincerely,
Yura...

......Anniversary?

OLE! Alejandro! Fernando! LOL
*That was a crazy scream and an intermezzo so,, ignored it,
By the way like i promised before, here in this post i'd like to tell u another events in my life nowadays~

This time is about my school anniversary do u know my school*of course lah if u followed my blog*like it even happened* lol
Anyway, this time was my school or as we called it SMANSA's 60th birthday It must be mesmerizing :P
followed up with so many competitions, events, Quiz, and parade.. it was fun *seeing back in my first grade-all donkey time*

As we know every years our school anniversary is a big celebration that held in a full-one-week-time,, yah,,, not so long but still, it was a must-remembered events that will deeply engraved in our own heart and soul~ :P

there's so many competitions that held in this annually event those are~
Putra-Putri SMANSA or as we called it PAPI
Blogging competition.* Go WIKA!! open this blog and comment it :P tuwells-catchingfire.blogspot.com
FootSal~ or interpreted as miny-court football~
Gals Hand Ball *unfortunately we lost :C
Class Cleanliness and structuring *Go Tuwells!!!
Yell Contest~ *Hahay great Suicide yell
Painting Contest~ *Yey! Angga
Generation Ke'cak dance ((Balinese group dance featuring a seated chor )) Cool!!!
Radio Announcer~
Congratulatory Card Contest
Marching Walk *Hooray!! Tuwells
Documentation video~
Contemporary National Music
Relay Race
News Reading Contest
Balinese Story telling and Balinese Pop Singing Contest
Book Review Competition
Tug-Of-War
Tajog,, In Retrospect Walking with Bamboo wood :p

FYI my class IB class will be in coalition with "SePaTu" or the First Eleven Science class~ so, our class name goes with Tuwells~
There's sooooooooooooooo many things that i must prepared for this and it really took my energy and spirit away, but, from what i've seen, i can bear it and face it!! On the contrary, by seeing all my friends spirit and enjoy every seconds throughout this events it really burn my spirit too,.

In fact there's so many troubles when we first want to make a collaboration, how to manage our schedule and time, until so many misunderstanding that happened upon our school~ but, here unless we try we can't find our end~ so, here my class Wells ((We Love Language Class)) tried so hard to do our best with our coalition class "Sepatu" so that we can make this events passed with a rendezvous memory for all of us~

Next>> Our Troubles :P stay tune

Eating-Out!

Continue,, after a hard heated battle~ *lebay

we decided not to go home peacefully but to enjoy more of our time together *lol  in Gia's House
FYI what i desperate about was that our first team in retrospect GIA's team including Yuyun and Jojon still can't pass the quarterfinals and that's so,,, what is it?? u can call it amazing because GIA's IS the 2nd best speaker overall but WHY?! why can't they passed it????

okay, next stop we played cards and monopoly until midnight with much laughter in that time..*imagine in the midnight and 8 people(including jojon's big sis) laughing together merrily,, it sure is fun LOL

but, unfortunately Dwika my 3rd speaker can't join us in that time coz' she had some problems to sleep in another unknown house~ so, she left with her big SiS too, and went shopping anywhere without us =3= Booo!!! Back Again i can't tell u how much fun i had that midnight till in the morning with a morning-tea and card playing,,, still it seems so lame when 'someone' (it's disgraceful to mention his name here) keep tilting us everywhere, every time, and every minute LOL *lebay

So, Back again then we prepared to went home,,, before that we stopped by the Mall Galleria to buy somethings and taste some food and yogurt here's some photos i got back there...

There,, How was it?? Cool right? LOL then, we went buying some books and eating before we went back to the car and cut it off ,, suddenly my phone rang and it happens that dwika wanted to went back home with us and she asked if we still staying in that place or not.. so,, Finally we went Home with Dwika :P

A funny accident happened in the middle of our journey back home... I'M not 'IPIT' I just forget what  i want to talk about >..<  not that far!! NO!!!!!!!

Keep u'r Spirit~ Next Events i'll tell u >> School's 60th Anniversary~~ SO BUSY there's my hell lol

Second Exclamation lol

Okay,, so here i am,, again...
yah,, so many events had passed and so many events still awaits but here i practically want to increase my guts :D

There's so many things that i'll tell u but here's the first one!! GO!

Maybe it's kinda late but i want to tell u my past English debate competition in ESF UNUD , even though that we lost, twice instead of one,, and although last year we could passed the Quarter Final.. but further i'm still feeling grateful for i've done!! Hahahaha *peculiar la~~

This time Luck wasn't with us,, exactly,,

1st Round.. We *in retrospect = Anna, Me, and Wika V.S SMK Harapan !!!! What A mess!!
Guile Wahahah with the last Motion "THW sacrifice Economic growth for the good of environment" and we got the Positive side of the house~~ So Mesmerizing LOL, yea  it seems like they were story telling-ing us LOL*no offense,,, BUT L&G WE Lost!!! >.<  with the margin of one... *Exhaled much air~~ Huuufttt
The adjudicators seems a lil' bit unfair there but we accept it essentially~

Next round,,,, SHOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4SMA Denpasar?!! With an impromptu motion?! DAMN! I really felt the pressure that time,, urghh~~~ "THW Ban cigarette advertisement in the sport events" We got the positive side again... Arrrgh!!!!!!!!!! ,,, (FYI this team which we faced up is the 1st winner) We lost absolutely, but i felt this was a fair judgment b'coz we can see that we're lack of elaboration and structural impression~ so here we are~ the second loss of our chance..


after a pitiful lost~Here comes the last debate session for that day.. we had already feel discontented and ashamed of everything,,, and so we join the last round with a low spirit level,, SMA 2 denpasar B,, that's our opposition team,, seems like it will be a hard battle too,, but GUYS,, here i give u a small trivia~~ it's just so spoiled~~ *no offense* maybe that time luck was with us~ dunno LOL,, i was so spirited that time till i saw the margin... 1!!!!! JUST ONE!!????  a hard heat that we showed that time was all useless,, oh GOD~
i still can't believe it until now,,, Essentially that was UNFAIR judgment but, we knew that arguing with the officer that time was worthless so,, then our team can't pass the quarterfinal this year,,

I want to express my sorry to Anna and Dwika , my team,,, towards all my lack of calmness and dejection~
Sorry...
I know it's hard for u guys to lost at the first time,,>.<

That's first event among so many events that i will type in this book,, so keep in touch~^^

Ready! Set! Go!

Okay, 1 more days to go,,,*in the retrospect = Tomorrow :p

Even if i said i'm ready and blah blah blah,, i'm still a reckless guy who jumps for joy. But, seeing from the fact that i'm stupid, careless and rushed every time, it seems like i need a little more to patronizing my self..

This time i really hope for the best,,,

Though i'm still working on the elaboration but i'll do it,,,

And, sorry if today's post seems a little gloomy and short because there's so many surprises i get today and it gives me the creeps and shock!!!

So Wish me luck in this competition, wish us luck and GOD BLESS US....

Anyway Thank You 4 u guys ^^ salam Primitive lol XP =3=

Extra Minds..

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DINGIN gila! i'm freezing here *hiperbolis ceritanya,, anyway it seems like these days weather were not too friendly with me ;P,, it's hella cold out there!! oh GOD i need more blanket and a cup of hot chocolate... hahaha sounds silly right?? but, just imagining it makes me so slurpy and hungry :))

Anyway, this time i update my blog just for passing by and killing some of my free time, despite my piled up homework and all that business around me.. *i know, me is the weird one*

this time it's neither a big battle nor a chaos but just a little nervousness as time passes by... the time's getting shorter..>.< although i'm sure we all-prepared and ready to carried it out but still =3= something plucked my mind just some hours ago..==" u will know what i'm talking 'bout if u were following my book ;P, besides that i'm still in a recovery time of my late sickness = bacteria infection i guess *kinda pitiful to call it sickness but okay lah~

Pokoknya saya lagi aneh nih *padahal biasanya lebih aneh*
OH GOD! SHUT UP!!!! Ribut banget tuh orang-orang diluar >.< sebel,, emang ada acara apa sih malem-malem tereak tereak?? pake ketawa ngikik nggak jelas n' bikin orang merinding dingin-dingin gini juga?!!!!

Arghh!! udahlah enough of that ,,,, anyway lagunya E-VIA udah keluar*thanks to Stephanie Kwari^^!! Yippie My despicable grief ends here wkwkwkwkw lol

FYI E-Via tu K-Pop Girl Rapper.. keren berat euy!!! hahaha,, i'm enchanted by her rap :D

And By The Way again...

"THW Sacrifice Economic Growth for the good of Environment.. "

Kok Positive sidenya lemah banget y???
*Sorry ngga jelasin dulu malah langsung nyerocos aja :P*
I was talking 'bout the motion of An English Debate Competition i'll attend a week later..
Wish Me Luck!!!! hehehe :P

Oke deh.. rasanya cukup dulu,,, i wanna play some games now :ｄ *talking about that killing time stuff, remember tomorrow is a Sunday^^
HISTORY Paper Work Waiting Ugyaaaa >.< =w=...

Keep ON Spirit!!

Bad Week! :x

Huh,,, "Apples and Oranges here" Do u know how big the threat i got this week?? WHACKING!!!! Do u know why??

first it's all started with school problems, i don't feel any excitement again, i felt like a humongous doll that only wait until someone approach me and grab me fast.. and then all hope soon faded when i heard about that announcement..

Huh.. i know i've already done my best that time,, but, this time it's a shock because first i heard the reviews that we can both pass but,, then i figured out something i shouldn't, i felt like i opened a 'Pandora-Box' it's restraining my breath and i don't know what to do..

And soon i got my sense back, i know that everything will be beautiful at the certain time. unless we hold back we didn't know everything but,nevertheless if u keep holding back, u can't move forward...

so, here i commit a pact that i won't holding back anymore, and i will rage out my way to be the best with the right way GOD has chosen for me.

Furthermore.. i have a dizzy eyes and running nose today because of my Flu so i guess i'll just stay at home finishing my homework and expressing my feelings in my book.

Well, enough of that unnecessary talk... despite my disappointment toward my english club, but I Am as a debater will show my best and thanks to my besties support i will be in a good mood tomorrow for the battle hehehe*a lil' bit peculiar huh?*

Anyway I'll do my best!! Wish me Luck ^^
がんばって　くださいね！！！
And Wish all my friends luck too ^^

Hey! New Life

Haloo.. udah lama nih aku ga nambah entri di my blog,, yah tergolong sangat lama malah.. tanya kenapa?

1. Super Sibuk,
2. Kegiatan Full
3. Adaptasi dengan kelas Baru
4. Banyak Masalah
5. Tanggung Jawab bertambah
6. Family's Problem
7. Keinginan yang belum terjawab
8. dan puluhan alasan lain

Yang rata-rata menyebabkan aku semakin malas untuk meng-update blog ini.,.
tak tahu kenapa, tapi saat ini jari-jariku sedang gatal untuk memetik tuts-tuts keyboard yang terlihat seperti sedang berdemo untuk memintaku menulis,, yah mau tak mau jari-jariku pun mengikutinya dan alhasil sekarang sedang menari-nari diatas keyboard laptop usangku ini...

Owh y,, for your information.. sekarang aku udah kelas XI (Sebelas) dan kalian tahu apa pilihan kelasku?? IB (International Bacaleurate) hah kidding gih,, IB ntu Ilmu Bahasa,, yah aq masuk ke satu-satunya kelas yang dibagi 2 di sekolahku,, ironis memang.. padahal sejak dulu orangtua dan saudaraku bahkan teman-temanku,, yakin bahwa aq akan masuk IA.. aku sendiri tak pernah menjawab dengan pasti. karena aku tahu jawaban ku pasti mengundang beribu pertanyaan lain...

Oke,, kelasku XI IB tergolong kelas kecil yang hanya beranggotakan sepuluh orang yang berasal dari berbagai macam kelas pada saat kelas X,, Jadi pastilah pertama kali menginjakkan kaki disana aku merasa baru .. (mungkin karena pas hari pengumuman aq g masuk sekulah jadi gini deh hasilnya). so, gitu deh.. untung aku punya satu temen dari kelasku dulu TENONE.. namanya Irma.. cewek sih.. tinggi.. tapi yah.. aq memang gak akrab banget ma dia...

Memang segala sesuatu yang pertama kita anggap kurang nyaman sewaktu-waktu hal tersebut dapat berupa suatu berkah yang tidak mungkin kita dapatkan di lain tempat, ternyata kelasku memang tempat yang cocok buat diriku,, disini kami selalu sependapat walaupun terkadang ada yang kurang puas tapi itu selalu menyebabkan persaudaraan kita semua meningkat,, pepatah mengatakan "suatu saat garam pernah menjadi barang yang amat berharga dan suatu saat emas tidak diperhatikan lagi" and, here it is.. I really grateful for what i've earned this time..

Tapi itu bukan berarti aq melupakan segala sesuatunya,, I'm still visiting my old friends and so forth,, because i know we musn't left what we've earned before although that's not perfect... :))
So,, jadilah aku yang sekarang ini... oke aq bilang diatas aq punya banyak masalah kan?? tapi sudahlah.. semuanya sudah lewat.. dan aku berhasil melewatinya! hahaha terkesan sombong y?? tapi memang aq puas terhadap hasil yang aku peroleh sekarang walaupun aku masih tetap ingin menggapai yang lebih lagi,..

Satu lagi.. aku punya keinginan untuk menjadi seorang 'buddy' bagi orang-orang yang akan menjadi tamu di sekolah ku,. tapi sayangnya angin berkata lain.. atau mungkin bukan saatnya.. karena saat ini ijin belum dicairkan orangtuaku,, atau mungkin selamanya akan membeku di tempat ini.. aku tahu kenapa mereka melarang.. tapi apa hanya itu?? karena itu??? benda tidak bisa memberikan impression yang terbesar tapi hati ini bisa.. mungkin memang aku terlalu tinggi berharap, tapi aku sungguh ingin.. walau ini membutuhkan sesuatu yang besar.. tapi aku ingin mencoba.. hahaha terdengar impossible bukan?? but,, i have my guts and i'll pass this barrier with my guts,, even though i'm not succeeded but at least i had tried my best,, XD

And Out of curiosity,, i'll attending a debate competition this october.. i hope it will be a success for me and all of my friends specifically my group... Dwika and Anna.. :)

Last words.. I'll send my gratitude to GOD Thank You XP

Jalani MOS DenGan SaBar,Tenang Dan SeMangat^^

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