Happiness IS Sorrow,,, #indeed...

Well,, guys back again... haha
now, i just want to recall some events  that had happened since that last battle :))

Okay, luckily, i won that speech contest in the 2nd place hehe :)) gracefulness overload !!
and since i won that contest, i got a new door opened for me to be explored *yippie!! :P

Well, it seems that happiness IS sorrow indeed lol, bcoz' although i felt happy but at the same time i felt a new burden too lol,, and just for your record, i'm still confused trying to decide what university should i choose ~.~
there're too many.....plentiful thoughts that i should analyze before i had to decide.... *inhale*exhale

And furthermore i got this translated Dutch poem which was really enticed me lol
here it is ,, it was translated into Indonesian...

"Kebahagiaan adalah Kesusahan Manusia"

Created by : Hagar Peter/Netherland..

Kebahagiaan adalah kesusahan manusia.

Alam dan benda-benda tak mengenalnya.

Pohon tumbuh tanpa mempertanyakan ia mau tumbuh, kupu-kupu berkibaran tanpa tahu apa dia dapat kegembiraan darinya.

Batu-batu tak meratapi kekerasannya,

dan bunga-bunga violet sifatnya mudah dilukai.

Burung-burung tetap bersiul meski tak gembira,

Ikan-ikan berenang sebab mana bisa lainnya.

Buku-buku tak minta dibaca,

Pena-pena tak mengalami apa-apa tanpa perlu menulis,

Kertas puas tinggal di toilet untuk sementara

Tetapi sama puasnya bila digunakan

sebagai kurir asmara paling bersemangat.

Lilin tidak merasa rendah

kalau sudah dibakar habis, tempat tinta tak

menderita begitu dia kosong, garpu membelah

kue dan kroket tanpa perbedaan

dan tidak memprotes kalau masuk

sekali lagi ke mulut yang lain. Hanya kamu dan aku

tidak tahu apa yang kita harus lakukan

dengan diri kita.

How was it?? quite good rait'? lol*don't bother it's just my perplexity~~

Anw,, the book i ordered has come!!! :)) It was just simple and informative  Yey!!! Here it is *Showing-off

 Hahaha,,,*Happy!!! My Painful day will over just like this :))

FYI, i just got flunked from my motorcycle :P..*yea~ silly,, and i'm still recovering from it,, hehe so,, Happiness is Sorrow indeed,, 

S.Y. 

New Battle! 新しいのバトル。。

Hey guys,,, back again! ^^

Okay, guess what? new experience is coming!! hehe... i got myself a new contest to prepare now. :))
Japanese speech~ i'm coming!!! Well,, this will be a magnificent contest for me~ becoz' i'm in my 3rd year already hahaha so excited :)) wish me luck !!

But, beyond that i have to train harder and develop my Japanese speaking skill first,, because for me japanese accent was truly difficult >.<... well enough of that...i got my self a new headphone :) yeay my mixstyle was broken not so long ago,, so my uncle send me a new one *nari hula hula :P

and i just bought a small cabinet to put all my books collection and some other god-damn-so-many thingies that just being nonchalantly piled up in my bedroom by ME lol :P

and just for your information i'mma buy this!

 

SNSD 1st Asia Tour Concert DVD :))

Cool rait'?  This is what i called good days... :) or maybe not ... coz' my stamina was really strained me down,,, i got headache this morning, i got a flu yesterday and a little sore muscle 2 days ago.. =.= hope, it won't block my way in the contest.. *pray *pray

anyway i just knew this song and surprisingly it's good :)  Check this out!!
Secondhand Serenade-Fall For You

It was released at 2008 and i just knew it.. dumb me -.-

Anyway that's all for now,,

S.Y

Forgiveness

Umm,,, It's me~

I'd like to apologize to someone whom i neglected that time in the past.. i'm sorry
i'm sorry that i can't be your shoulder that time..
i'm sorry i can't get what u're feeling that time
and
i'm sorry that i can't turn back the time to ask a real forgiveness from you

I hope somewhere u could read this post i made just for you, thank you for everything... :)

***********************************----S.Y----***************************************

Another piece of interest

Okay, next post is here :P *not that anyone cares

well anyway, based  on the titles u guys could see that i'll be talking about my new interest lately haha.
smth gotten rid of my boredome!! yeay and it's MAKING 31 BADGES lol

to be clear of everything, i included myself as a member of  ummm.. *what should i call it?.....school council members election committee lol, and it's quite exciting :)) though it's tiring but sure it had a lot of fun in it >.<

Moreover i just got really happy for my friend who just celebrated her sweet seventeenth birthday ,, congratulations!! all of your 17th wishes were granted haha....:D *credits for : huba huba
moreover dwika, also one of my friends celebrated her 17th too and it was nice, thanks dwika :))

well, i'll make this post short, because i just really busy nowadays,,*u know, school stuffs and those
just for your information i'm really enchanted by Beast's songs especially V.I.U and Easy,  Soshi's Bad Girl Music video and acoustics musics lately,, haha i'm really a freak ain't i?

 More school tasks are coming and it makes my eyes stretch like a faggy frog when i made those tasks...
yet, now i'm still typing leaving my English and Japanese task piling up along with dust... =.=

One more,,, i'm trying to learn to use photoshop this time,, yea just to get more skills and experience~~ anyway this is one of my rookie-work using photoshop, our teacher asked us to make smths like  smiley or whatsoever.... just look at it and feel free to laugh :P

How's it? both two with tears and crooked mouth were suck! lol

well, that's all for today ,, updates coming :))

S.Y

Good Days^^

Again~~ long time no see :P

I guess i'm a pure sluggard ...... well it's not 100% my fault okay? it's just when i had some time to write something,,, i used it as a nap time :P stupid isn't it?

well, to be straight, i'm indeed in a big dilemma right now... it seems that my brain has a road-fork which befuddled me haha.
i got myself a friend who succeeded in ielts test...*fyi ielts stands for international english language testing system, which is a kind of test that u must encountered when u wanted to study abroad,,,, and this kind of thing really titillating me because it just a dream comes true to have a chance for studying abroad ,,, u know ... new environment, new experience, new skills, and another thousands 'new'... but the problem is my parents were both an old-styled parents who only thought that money comes first and education a.k.a the way to get money comes in second... but for me it's just the opposite.*talking about an over-protective family

Well, sure, it will be hard for me once i got there but seriously, that's LIFE, isn't it? okay enough of that stupid jibber-jabber. it tickles my heart everytime i think of it.

next, actually nothing's gotten into my interest lately,,, i'm still a freak of k-pop, *SOSHI jjang!!, a lonesome daydreamer, and a crazy stupid guy whom is very detested by some people,, haha.

maybe i should pray... -.- hmmm ,, nah, that's not an option right now.

p.s Damn IT! i want that too y'know....u're so f***ing SLOW!*cough

Anyway, u might thinking why i put 'good days' as the title~,,, for short notice it's a sarcasm for my real day :P
S.Y
 

Holiday=Fun/Living Hell?

Yahoo~~ It's been a very long time huh? lol and guess what? i'm already in my 3rd year of high school life now!!
 tho, i realized i haven't made any big whoops for my future --"

well, long-story-short, i'm spending my holiday now ^^ it's a long holiday and i have plenty of stuff to do :))
okay, umm.... there's so many things that has happened since i never opened this blog :P hence i don't know where should i start my writing... alright...

calamity happened through the school exam --" my friends got befuddled and my class got a 'terror' whatever, it has already passed tho. There's a tour for the 2nd year students, we got a research-paper task, and so on and so forth.. we went to Jakarta-Bandung-Yogyakarta,,, having fun merrily.. laughing, chatting, jibber-jabbering, overall it was fun. However the first accommodation sucks a big time,, and our league got a major curse for the bus -.-" it was broken TWICE, what a 'pleasant' trip  lol, it made me experienced the feeling of a havoc refugee,, waiting for a hand to save us lol but a unique moment make a trip become a trip hehehe :P

Next, home sweet home, i hibernated for about 4-6 hours after that journey. And my following activities are as follow ; Downloading, playing games, dancing, shouting crazily, reading comics, chatting, eating, sleeping, and lazing around countless times :P
FYI, what i mean by downloading is..umm for instance; glee... do u know it? *of course it was an outstanding series!!! lol. it captivated me and it made me sing along for the day and i think my next post will somehow related with it *freak! lol

It was nice to update my blog again, but i won't write too much now hehe,*still have much more to do~~ in retrospect : woolgathering *ROFL

Okay, see u guys then, see u too my blog :)

S.Y

So, That's it!

Howdy Guys... :3

as i've said before, that i'm attending the provincial english debate competition to choose the most suitable candidate to represent bali in NSDC,,,well, here, the most difficult obstacle that we must pass is the other regencies teams such as; Denpasar, Klungkung and Karangasem.. they are all a strong and a tough teams to beat but, nevertheless we had already show them our guts...but still we can't make to the GrandFinal....something suspicious though if we recollect all of the Battles Puzzles that we've been through =.="

Anyway,, There's no any candidate from my beloved regency,, Buleleng.. haha sounds silly rait?
Just because of one 'thing' we can't pass it and left behind as the 'left-over' lol*am i being too hiperbolic here? lol
so,, let me tell u the specific strory :P
1st. we've arrived in that what-so-called-dormitory and so we began our first meeting with our roommates and another~ this first day we (a.k.a my team Anna, Yura and Dwika) are being a nonchalant-type people,, just to be cautious of everything :3

2nd in the second day we started our Arguments battle.. it's lucky for us to face the Swing Team First although we felt a little bit nervous but luckily we won with the best speaker goes to Dwika with the motion
"THW Expel Pregnant students from school"

3rd we waited for the tabulation while we were eating and unfortunately, dwika received her *y know..err,, women's monthly habit :P* at a wrong time and the wrong place,, then, i can't concentrate my mind b'coz i'm having a,, 'gee' i don't know maybe,, nervousness stomachache or whatever,, the point is..it's pulling me down and we don't even ready for the next battle yet..anw.. fortunately we won again after a tough-close debate with SMA Klungkung :P,,the motion was "THBT Free Trade brings more Harm than Good" that time =3=

4th Then, luckily the coordinator of the competition had called-it-a-day so we could rest for our next battle on the next day FYI, it clarified as the last battle :P*oops my bad, but then i zipped my mouth precisely, we faced 4SMA Denpasar as our last opponents, WoW, maybe i was a glue-or-what because everytime i joined a debate competition i always face their team, hahaha sure is a tough luck LoL.. anw we lost :P they were great, i knew it.. FYI the motion is "This House Should Support Dead Penalty" and so,, we got this trembling shock after i looked into the last tabulation.... Holy Crap on a Crackers.. we just get the 5th place though our final scores was on the 2nd place.. what a bunch of tomfoolery!!! and i so displeased with it, C'mon it has to be something fishy happened behind, don't u guys think??,, okay despite that we should be more.. umm...grateful lha~ becoz' two of us got the best speaker title.. although we can't pass into the NSDC's but.. i felt tottaly relieved although still in a bit shock from the team's tabulation and after we had watched the Grand Final Battle between Denpasar and Bangli.. ahhaha*Sarcastic look.. what a 'good' debate lol *no offense :P
Denpasar winning can't be avoided this time :P

Anyway next event a.k.a 5th,, we, Singaraja team got so many new feelings and experiences there.. Cockroaches
New Friends
Pizzas
Mosquitoes
Facial Tissue Mistakes
Harry Potter
MMJ
Boker's Soliloquy
Debates
Results

That's just a mellifluous series of words that we encountered there :))

and at last but not the least..
I must Moving On!!Although i only got the 4th,, it's great.. and thanks 4 EVERY PEOPLE THAT SUPPORT US.. ALL OF MY FRIENDS, Especially GOD, Parents, Big Bro and Sis, Wells, Sepatu, Olympus *lol, Yu2n, Gia, Masao, My Otouto and OF COURSE MY BELOVED TEAM, ANNA & DWIKA.I don't know how can it be without u gals~.. and at last My Imaginary friends lol
Everyone, Minna,.....

I Can't repay u'r prayer sufficiently yet.. :P
and so,, we go on... See ya :P

Best Regards..Yura

I Told u So..

okay... guys, being raised in a cockamamy living habits made me kinda blunt.. but not too shabby actually just.. blunt...

My School is S*CK! i regretted all these few days i've been wanderin over and over about a thing that was so special to me but, guys.. i don't believe it my school still not showing any moves!!! it's irritating me so damn right!

i've been thinking about how the other schools action about this kinda thing and, i knew they all are trying their best, working to their hardest breath.. but us??? my school?? this school that i've already entrusted with my future still haven't shown any necessary moves..=.="

well that was my confession overall,,,
because i don't know what should i do to express this sorrow~ furthermore, basically i won't tell u guys about the 'thing' that i talked bout but,, since it was already known by some peoples ~ i'll tell u..

this 'thing' is the NSDC preparation.. there's no any announcement from my school yet about that kinda thing although the leader of the English project said that our school really admires this.. so why?.. sigh...

speechless.. that is my condition right now.. being pulled in this kind of chaotic mind while having some dreadful exams tomorrow makes me want to scream... screaming out loud that nobody could hear a shitty spills from it...

FYI, the materials for the exam tomorrow were so umm.... mean*if i could use this adj. :P
1st Japanese.. 2nd History... 3rd Chinese.. Brrr...*suddenly i feel cold.. :P

Even though i've learned Japanese and Chinese before in my life, still.. with this mind full of hazardous hatred it's difficult to learn all the materials with just some hours before i go to sleep~

And,, yeah i know it's useless but, instead of studying, i kept watching Big Bang Theory to please my hatred lol and for your record Big Bang Theory is a TV show in America that is hilarious lol~ it makes me laugh every time just remembering the section of the shows~ :P

well i guess that's all for today..

seeya in my next post
sincerely, Sekichi Yura :P

Passion..

okay,,, here we go again,,

first of all i'm sorry if i don't write the post that i promised to u guys before,,, but here,, i just want to express my bored,betrayed,regretted and all desperate feeling i had in this past few weeks..

Okay.. huft..>.>

i still can't find my candle
in the dark night sky..
when all stars shattered and the moon shaded..

it just a glare..
a glare of jealous
a glance for the loser
when i knew it's all over

i sneak into the pit
imposing myself in a thorny road
and every time i move
the smell of my blood erode my life

these indeterminancy locked me
against all the chances that shining upon me
grasped my breath as soon as the light outshining

after all those days that i left behind
crossing all my useless time
it's just over with no impression...
it's just flew like the free wind from the hill..
erasing my naive imagination

fiuhh...
sedikit lega actually.. tapi yah mau gimana lagi.. hahahahaha*Ga-jelas

Oke deh,, bye.. gw cuma pengin nulis itu aja kok.. sorry klo ga menarik n buang2 waktu anda sbagai pembaca :P

Keep u'r Spirit ^^

......Anniversary?

OLE! Alejandro! Fernando! LOL
*That was a crazy scream and an intermezzo so,, ignored it,
By the way like i promised before, here in this post i'd like to tell u another events in my life nowadays~

This time is about my school anniversary do u know my school*of course lah if u followed my blog*like it even happened* lol
Anyway, this time was my school or as we called it SMANSA's 60th birthday It must be mesmerizing :P
followed up with so many competitions, events, Quiz, and parade.. it was fun *seeing back in my first grade-all donkey time*

As we know every years our school anniversary is a big celebration that held in a full-one-week-time,, yah,,, not so long but still, it was a must-remembered events that will deeply engraved in our own heart and soul~ :P

there's so many competitions that held in this annually event those are~
Putra-Putri SMANSA or as we called it PAPI
Blogging competition.* Go WIKA!! open this blog and comment it :P tuwells-catchingfire.blogspot.com
FootSal~ or interpreted as miny-court football~
Gals Hand Ball *unfortunately we lost :C
Class Cleanliness and structuring *Go Tuwells!!!
Yell Contest~ *Hahay great Suicide yell
Painting Contest~ *Yey! Angga
Generation Ke'cak dance ((Balinese group dance featuring a seated chor )) Cool!!!
Radio Announcer~
Congratulatory Card Contest
Marching Walk *Hooray!! Tuwells
Documentation video~
Contemporary National Music
Relay Race
News Reading Contest
Balinese Story telling and Balinese Pop Singing Contest
Book Review Competition
Tug-Of-War
Tajog,, In Retrospect Walking with Bamboo wood :p

FYI my class IB class will be in coalition with "SePaTu" or the First Eleven Science class~ so, our class name goes with Tuwells~
There's sooooooooooooooo many things that i must prepared for this and it really took my energy and spirit away, but, from what i've seen, i can bear it and face it!! On the contrary, by seeing all my friends spirit and enjoy every seconds throughout this events it really burn my spirit too,.

In fact there's so many troubles when we first want to make a collaboration, how to manage our schedule and time, until so many misunderstanding that happened upon our school~ but, here unless we try we can't find our end~ so, here my class Wells ((We Love Language Class)) tried so hard to do our best with our coalition class "Sepatu" so that we can make this events passed with a rendezvous memory for all of us~

Next>> Our Troubles :P stay tune

Ready! Set! Go!

Okay, 1 more days to go,,,*in the retrospect = Tomorrow :p

Even if i said i'm ready and blah blah blah,, i'm still a reckless guy who jumps for joy. But, seeing from the fact that i'm stupid, careless and rushed every time, it seems like i need a little more to patronizing my self..

This time i really hope for the best,,,

Though i'm still working on the elaboration but i'll do it,,,

And, sorry if today's post seems a little gloomy and short because there's so many surprises i get today and it gives me the creeps and shock!!!

So Wish me luck in this competition, wish us luck and GOD BLESS US....

Anyway Thank You 4 u guys ^^ salam Primitive lol XP =3=

Life Coupons

I know it is hard
I know that i don't deserve this
I know u can turn me down
By just a whisper in a moonlight

The blue breeze of a shimmering wind and
The gentle touch i got from a rhythmic chime
The grassy green field mutter behind me,
Silently...
But the wheel..still there
Confiscating all the awareness

Just so we will know,
that this life isn't a threat anymore
but a melancholic azure harmony
Retracting all the worries and the shame..

One Step of clarity
Just one...
Juggling in my mind ferociously
To win my own ticket
To greet my whole azure

But, something is wrong
Really wrong...
For all the craps the GOD had forsaken me
It faded...the soil faded...

Soon my eyes-gem struggling ..
My Heartbeat running...too fast..
I grab my skin to please my wound
Although i know it won't work

I lose my ticket
the coupon i entrust so much..
it dissolved..
fused with the rhythmic chime..
and gone without any turning back

A Peculiar Poem By : Yura

Extra Minds..

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DINGIN gila! i'm freezing here *hiperbolis ceritanya,, anyway it seems like these days weather were not too friendly with me ;P,, it's hella cold out there!! oh GOD i need more blanket and a cup of hot chocolate... hahaha sounds silly right?? but, just imagining it makes me so slurpy and hungry :))

Anyway, this time i update my blog just for passing by and killing some of my free time, despite my piled up homework and all that business around me.. *i know, me is the weird one*

this time it's neither a big battle nor a chaos but just a little nervousness as time passes by... the time's getting shorter..>.< although i'm sure we all-prepared and ready to carried it out but still =3= something plucked my mind just some hours ago..==" u will know what i'm talking 'bout if u were following my book ;P, besides that i'm still in a recovery time of my late sickness = bacteria infection i guess *kinda pitiful to call it sickness but okay lah~

Pokoknya saya lagi aneh nih *padahal biasanya lebih aneh*
OH GOD! SHUT UP!!!! Ribut banget tuh orang-orang diluar >.< sebel,, emang ada acara apa sih malem-malem tereak tereak?? pake ketawa ngikik nggak jelas n' bikin orang merinding dingin-dingin gini juga?!!!!

Arghh!! udahlah enough of that ,,,, anyway lagunya E-VIA udah keluar*thanks to Stephanie Kwari^^!! Yippie My despicable grief ends here wkwkwkwkw lol

FYI E-Via tu K-Pop Girl Rapper.. keren berat euy!!! hahaha,, i'm enchanted by her rap :D

And By The Way again...

"THW Sacrifice Economic Growth for the good of Environment.. "

Kok Positive sidenya lemah banget y???
*Sorry ngga jelasin dulu malah langsung nyerocos aja :P*
I was talking 'bout the motion of An English Debate Competition i'll attend a week later..
Wish Me Luck!!!! hehehe :P

Oke deh.. rasanya cukup dulu,,, i wanna play some games now :ｄ *talking about that killing time stuff, remember tomorrow is a Sunday^^
HISTORY Paper Work Waiting Ugyaaaa >.< =w=...

Keep ON Spirit!!

Bad Week! :x

Huh,,, "Apples and Oranges here" Do u know how big the threat i got this week?? WHACKING!!!! Do u know why??

first it's all started with school problems, i don't feel any excitement again, i felt like a humongous doll that only wait until someone approach me and grab me fast.. and then all hope soon faded when i heard about that announcement..

Huh.. i know i've already done my best that time,, but, this time it's a shock because first i heard the reviews that we can both pass but,, then i figured out something i shouldn't, i felt like i opened a 'Pandora-Box' it's restraining my breath and i don't know what to do..

And soon i got my sense back, i know that everything will be beautiful at the certain time. unless we hold back we didn't know everything but,nevertheless if u keep holding back, u can't move forward...

so, here i commit a pact that i won't holding back anymore, and i will rage out my way to be the best with the right way GOD has chosen for me.

Furthermore.. i have a dizzy eyes and running nose today because of my Flu so i guess i'll just stay at home finishing my homework and expressing my feelings in my book.

Well, enough of that unnecessary talk... despite my disappointment toward my english club, but I Am as a debater will show my best and thanks to my besties support i will be in a good mood tomorrow for the battle hehehe*a lil' bit peculiar huh?*

Anyway I'll do my best!! Wish me Luck ^^
がんばって　くださいね！！！
And Wish all my friends luck too ^^

Hey! New Life

Haloo.. udah lama nih aku ga nambah entri di my blog,, yah tergolong sangat lama malah.. tanya kenapa?

1. Super Sibuk,
2. Kegiatan Full
3. Adaptasi dengan kelas Baru
4. Banyak Masalah
5. Tanggung Jawab bertambah
6. Family's Problem
7. Keinginan yang belum terjawab
8. dan puluhan alasan lain

Yang rata-rata menyebabkan aku semakin malas untuk meng-update blog ini.,.
tak tahu kenapa, tapi saat ini jari-jariku sedang gatal untuk memetik tuts-tuts keyboard yang terlihat seperti sedang berdemo untuk memintaku menulis,, yah mau tak mau jari-jariku pun mengikutinya dan alhasil sekarang sedang menari-nari diatas keyboard laptop usangku ini...

Owh y,, for your information.. sekarang aku udah kelas XI (Sebelas) dan kalian tahu apa pilihan kelasku?? IB (International Bacaleurate) hah kidding gih,, IB ntu Ilmu Bahasa,, yah aq masuk ke satu-satunya kelas yang dibagi 2 di sekolahku,, ironis memang.. padahal sejak dulu orangtua dan saudaraku bahkan teman-temanku,, yakin bahwa aq akan masuk IA.. aku sendiri tak pernah menjawab dengan pasti. karena aku tahu jawaban ku pasti mengundang beribu pertanyaan lain...

Oke,, kelasku XI IB tergolong kelas kecil yang hanya beranggotakan sepuluh orang yang berasal dari berbagai macam kelas pada saat kelas X,, Jadi pastilah pertama kali menginjakkan kaki disana aku merasa baru .. (mungkin karena pas hari pengumuman aq g masuk sekulah jadi gini deh hasilnya). so, gitu deh.. untung aku punya satu temen dari kelasku dulu TENONE.. namanya Irma.. cewek sih.. tinggi.. tapi yah.. aq memang gak akrab banget ma dia...

Memang segala sesuatu yang pertama kita anggap kurang nyaman sewaktu-waktu hal tersebut dapat berupa suatu berkah yang tidak mungkin kita dapatkan di lain tempat, ternyata kelasku memang tempat yang cocok buat diriku,, disini kami selalu sependapat walaupun terkadang ada yang kurang puas tapi itu selalu menyebabkan persaudaraan kita semua meningkat,, pepatah mengatakan "suatu saat garam pernah menjadi barang yang amat berharga dan suatu saat emas tidak diperhatikan lagi" and, here it is.. I really grateful for what i've earned this time..

Tapi itu bukan berarti aq melupakan segala sesuatunya,, I'm still visiting my old friends and so forth,, because i know we musn't left what we've earned before although that's not perfect... :))
So,, jadilah aku yang sekarang ini... oke aq bilang diatas aq punya banyak masalah kan?? tapi sudahlah.. semuanya sudah lewat.. dan aku berhasil melewatinya! hahaha terkesan sombong y?? tapi memang aq puas terhadap hasil yang aku peroleh sekarang walaupun aku masih tetap ingin menggapai yang lebih lagi,..

Satu lagi.. aku punya keinginan untuk menjadi seorang 'buddy' bagi orang-orang yang akan menjadi tamu di sekolah ku,. tapi sayangnya angin berkata lain.. atau mungkin bukan saatnya.. karena saat ini ijin belum dicairkan orangtuaku,, atau mungkin selamanya akan membeku di tempat ini.. aku tahu kenapa mereka melarang.. tapi apa hanya itu?? karena itu??? benda tidak bisa memberikan impression yang terbesar tapi hati ini bisa.. mungkin memang aku terlalu tinggi berharap, tapi aku sungguh ingin.. walau ini membutuhkan sesuatu yang besar.. tapi aku ingin mencoba.. hahaha terdengar impossible bukan?? but,, i have my guts and i'll pass this barrier with my guts,, even though i'm not succeeded but at least i had tried my best,, XD

And Out of curiosity,, i'll attending a debate competition this october.. i hope it will be a success for me and all of my friends specifically my group... Dwika and Anna.. :)

Last words.. I'll send my gratitude to GOD Thank You XP

My Odd School life

LOLz!
Pas tadi Di Skul Emank Saat2 Plink Aneh, Weird, and Odd In My Life ~~

OKay, Coz Today IS My School English Day, From Here I'll Use English~
U know lah the school activities that every students had was so dramatic and happy, i guess but, basically this kind of limit in my school was so extra-ordinary coz' my school will have a turnout events to be an international standard school, so, the teachers, the students organization members were all very busy to prepare anything.. but, in the other sides, me as the cool student(XDD) and some of my friends were having a serious controversial problem about,,,,,,,,,,, yah i think every peoples know it already that we as the teenagers were still unbalanced and like to looking for a girlfriend so,,,,, i have o day this was marvelous becoz' i can take a part in my friends problems,,, at first i never thought that i would be able to take some wise word, some great advice to my friends, but as things turns out great after it, I Think i have some kinds of ability in nurturing , caring and maybe a busybody toward another person but,,, I know that i should not over-reacted in everything that i had known this far, But, I'm Happy for you guys,,,^^

This Uniqueness gave me a shock back then when i was coming into my first problem, but i think becoz of my own problems and experiences, i can deliver a great advice for them to make them calmer, and comfortable,,,

Sometimes people sees me as a busybody one but, i have my own certainty that i don't care what people think about me and what people said behind me but i care about what people criticize from me and what people observe from me

Wkwkwkwkwk LOL Btw These Text above from mine was so melancholy xIXIXIXIXIXIX
oH Yeah, Besides having a busy day, tomorrow we will have a lesson study
me and my friends from TenOne Class and My Sophomores from First Eleventh Science Class, BUt, generally it's just not Fair~~~~ Why must we got the Sociology Lesson, while The other one were having physics~??????

Haihhhh That's Disgraceful*here comes my bad habit*
Hahahhahaha Anyway I Thought Tomorrow Will be A tIring Day also Like Always,,
Btw I Heard MY Friend Bangkit*A Girl* Will Competing In A Paper-work project is that right??? XP so,,,
gOOd LuCK bAngKit!!!! Give Your Best!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Never Give Up!!!!!!!!!!

For The Last~~ tHe Trivia... jUSt now i forgot to come to the headmaster's room for an interview XPP~~

So,, See You oN mY NeXT Book~^^

Long Time NO See~~

Haihhhhhh akhirnyaa,,, setelah lama g buka buka ni blog akhirnya aq bka lagi juga kira-kra sudah brapa lama y aq G ngidupin ni blog??? wkwkwkwkwww rasana uda lama bnget tpi krank aq maw lanjutin deh,,~
But anyway aq g maw nyritaen hal2 yg aneh2 lagi krank aq maw nyritain apa aja yg aq lakuin selama hidupku ni selama hampir 2 semester aq mengemban pendidikan di sekolahku saat ni SMANSA,,
Berbage rintangan yg ada dalam kehidupanku aq jalani dgn amat mendebarkan dmulae dri banyak masalah di klaz ku banyaknya hambatan tugas dari para guru-guru kurang beradab~~pada siswanya XD

Yah Pelajaran di kelasku ini TENONE/Program umum memang beragam dan tak terkontrol dari sononya,,, mule dare

Math, Physic, Chemistry, Biology, Sociology, geography, economy, civics, sports, english, indonesia, chinese arts, manner, counseling, ICT, and another strict curricullar, clubs, WhatEver! That keeping ma mind up until now but,,, all of joy and bless that the god had given to us was really marvelous b'coz it can make us stay in touch together in tis year although somebody were missing~~~

Emank sih Hdup anak SMA MemANG slah satu hidup yang menyenangkan katanya ~ Tapi By The way,,,, Dengan masalah-masalah yang tak kan cukup jika diceritakan satu persatu mulae dari suksesi ulang tahun skula, masalah antar kelas, masalah inter-kelas, cekcok, ribut, uyud, ampe masalah kecil pun,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, Wahhh Panjangnya bsa nyampe 5 KM Kertas HVS Ukuran A4 wwjkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkwkw*Ge-je* Hah???

Owh Y~~ krank Jam Brapa Y??? Wwkwkwkw koq Aq G blajar Y??? pDhal khidupan skul diskulku yg penuh dengan tugas dan masalah neee kahn mestina menyiksa tpi??? percaya g percaya~ emank aq serink sih blank kata2 kyea ' HAdooHHHH' 'bSA gLA nIh' ' Mati Gwa' 'gla banyak bnget' Tpiii Sbenerna dre lubuk hati terdalam aq byasa ja tuh g da ngrumuk sama skali ngga kyea slah satu tmenku yg bkin aq ilfeel ma dya~~~ koq bsa dya kyea gtu???? aneh bin ajaib dyatuh serink bnget teriak2 g jelas disertai matana yg aneh XP*Sorry nyinggung*
Doh Koq jadi ngomongin dya sih~?? Y udah gAnti Topikkk

Bsok Tuh Y Padahal udah Mesti Bangun Jam 4, Buka kompi*Loh?*, Maen Dulu*Lah?*, Remed Chemist*pertama Klina Booo DI Semester 2(Lebay)*, Ulangan Third Dimensional (math) Yg Kedua~ Tpi koq??????????????????????????????? AQ g SiAP2 aPA2 y??????? KOQ aq G Tdur Y????
N' Btw Aq nanya ma sapa nih???*Mule Kumat* wkwkwkw

Haihhh Aq Emank Tergolonk Anak Yg aneh Bin Kucruut Wkkwkwkwkw Dengan Kacamata menghiasi wajahku ngga' slah tmen2 nganggep aq krang waras~~Tpi Yah~ Aq Sih take it easy ja
no prob,, don't care, wkwkwkw
that's my traits that everyone wondering from me~~

And Aq Seneng Bnget pA SsLah satu temnku blank " koq enak y jadi u tyap hari seneng bnget ambil ngakak gla~ wkwkwkwkwkwk" Nah 1 lagi fun facts bout me ~
aq klo ketawa bsa g terkendali luar dalem~~ bsa 2 tba2 gerak2 g jelas truz ketawana tanpa suara wkwkwkwkwkkwkwkwkw
LOLz~

Loh?? Koq aq Malah Nyritain aQ sIh?? Lah EMank Donk~!!?? HAH?? WTH???!!!

GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA>.<



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